tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009295377264536178.post7215180162688603744..comments2023-10-24T06:42:20.094-06:00Comments on Back of the moon: As we say good-by to September…..Shopgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16300376153887292794noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009295377264536178.post-58402062799293430932011-09-29T21:06:33.660-06:002011-09-29T21:06:33.660-06:00WOW a Pee Chee. We all carried them. What a grea...WOW a Pee Chee. We all carried them. What a great memory that visual brings back.Mary Beehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09506564756530464433noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009295377264536178.post-32383663662150072952011-09-28T15:38:33.129-06:002011-09-28T15:38:33.129-06:00Mary-
Thank you so much for kind and thoughtful wo...Mary-<br />Thank you so much for kind and thoughtful words. I know that this is my pain to bare, but I really don't want it anymore. I get to a point where things don't hurt as deeply and then something out of nowhere breaks down all of the walls that I had built. <br />I know my friends and even my family wants everything to get better or actually go away, and short of walking away from them completely I don't know what else to do. I don't talk to my friends about what I am feeling, I try my best to hide my true feelings from them, but every once in a while it comes out. I have grown a part from many of my friends and family, and I wish that it wasn't that way. You are one of my true friends that know how much my family means to me. My memories keep going back to a conversation that you, Megan and I had...it was before Meg and I left for college- you were telling us how proud you were, how far we had come and how far we were going to go in life. You envisioned Meg in a far away city teaching and you saw me happily married walking in a beautiful field- barefoot and pregnant, having lots of babies. At the time I remember thinking that would be wonderful and I would be a nurse and totally and completely happy. I have always held that memory in the back of my mind, tucked away in a special place in my heart. I know that I am not the only person to have ever lost a child- it just never fit into my plans of a wonderful life. I know losing a child never fits into anyones life. I just want to be some place in the future where it doesn't hurt so much, so deeply. I just want to get somewhere where I am happy and my heart is no longer broken. Anyway, those are my current hopes, so my friends and family don't feel so uncomfortable around me.<br />Love and Hugs- SaraMY JOURNEY TO A HAPPY HEALTHIER ME....https://www.blogger.com/profile/11825193996100136059noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009295377264536178.post-36027796093814547302011-09-27T13:18:37.351-06:002011-09-27T13:18:37.351-06:00I can relate to the flat chest Mary! LOL
Love the...I can relate to the flat chest Mary! LOL <br />Love the fall and all the memories that come with it! Fun read!<br />Have been putting out my fall stuff today..am so ready for the cooler temps!Betziehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07391665874068029665noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5009295377264536178.post-74399385460258120162011-09-27T09:19:38.020-06:002011-09-27T09:19:38.020-06:00You brought back so many memories with this post. ...You brought back so many memories with this post. Just seeing the Pee Chee folder was enough to send me down memory lane but then when I read your words I was right back in high school.<br /><br />I also wanted to be an airline stewardess! Didn't happen though. Now I'm glad I didn't as I don't fly at all.Janethttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10084823218319628822noreply@blogger.com